Unfaithfullness

I thought I was fighting to win you back..
But seems like I should raise my white flag..

It been so hard being all this time apart..
But you can't blame a broken heart..

You did everything to make me hate you..
The thing is I didn't want to ..
And now you just lost someone who really cares..
I just lost someone who never did..
I ignored all the facts..
I just didn't see through your acts..

I feel so confused..
How could someone think just like you..
May be I'm too young to understand..
What I did to slip everything from my hand..
I tried so hard , I said all I have to say..
I put my dignity behind and never look back..
Thought that I misunderstand..

I was holding on to few good memories of you and me..
But seems like that's how things never should be..
Forget and Forgive , Because that's the way I am with you..
Everyday is another break down to me..
I can't let go, I'm not like you..
I wish I was, Because I can't sustain anymore..
Maybe I'm in my world of fantasies..
How could someone fall in love in few days..!!
How stupid could someone be just like me..
Inside of me I'm sooo falling apart..
I can't go back to change that part..

It's getting so hard day by day..
I try to pretend..
Is it too much to say...??
It's so not fair what you're doing to me..
How could someone be just sooo like you ..!!
How could I change who am I..!!
I did everything.. I'm tired of even try..

I wish I was blind enough not to see..
Everyone around me knew except me..
I wish I close my eyes and never open it again..
I just want to shut away this pain..
Trying to be someone else just to please you..
That's how dispirit you made me..
I was loving my self because I'm in love with you..
It gave me another day to live..
I was like ready to give you all I can give..

Trying to put everything together..
But the picture keep falling apart..
The picture of you inside of my heart....!!!